So, upon reviewing the first post I (and Matt) have decided that maybe it was a little negative. What can I say, it was not one of my best weeks. I have to tell myself to accept these things as small speed bumps on the long and twisted road of baby making. But things have definitely started to feel better now. Don't have to rely on always taking my pills so the nausea seems to be more or less reduce to a morning vomit only!! Yeah! Everything else seems to have settled a bit for now as well. Getting used to the state of things as they are. I have given up on the idea of being a shiny, pretty pregnant person and the idea of clear skin and dying my hair. Seemed like a bit of a vain pursuit whilst growing human beings inside of you, aka there are more important things to worry about. The belly is coming. Although I would like to look more pregnant and less fat. However I feel that it is best for this growth to occur more slowly. Over this week I have slowly started to retire scrubs that are tight and drive me crazy with uncomfortableness all day long. I guess I am lucky that I wear pjs all day for work and have made it this far. Will finally have to give in and go get some maternity something or other shortly to accommodate enlarged belly and, sadly, bum too, as you will see from the picture.
This week was pretty busy besides all that. I am trying to organize glasses and contacts before the babies come. I have not bought glasses in about 8 years and was shocked at the cost! Oh well, such is inflation, we will claim what we can. I decided once I will be home more and sleeping when I can, that functioning glasses will be a small blessing for the long days coming our way. Also had another checkup with the doc. It was a huge uplifting moment for me to hear both baby heartbeats and to have some sort of indication that they are alive and well as far as that can tell. Maybe that was the reason that the week, in general, just felt better. I can't wait to start feeling some movement, which they say can be any time in the next few weeks. And also we have our second ultrasound in 2 weeks! Yeah for that too.
Also this weekend we had mom's birthday and the comic expo to take care of, plus work work work thrown in there. I can say that it was all good times but a little exhausting. Meeting the movie star crush of your life can be draining! But I feel like I can truly move on with the rest of my life now that that's out of the way. Also, at the expo I picked up my first baby purchase. An art print for the babies zoo themed room.
A little premature maybe, but hey, some people buy strollers and baby clothes before they're even pregnant, and I figure we're almost half way so maybe its ok.
This week the babies should be about the size of sweet potatoes... They are learning to swallow better, yawn, hiccup, and developing their nervous systems. While listening to the heartbeats the doctor said it was good that we were hearing variation because it means their nervous systems are responsive. The beats sound literally like galloping horses! Its a pretty crazy thing to hear coming from your own belly and by far the best thing since the ultrasound.
Anyways thats most of it in a nutshell, for now!
Sunday, April 28, 2013
Sunday, April 21, 2013
Week 16: Starting to Maybe Feel Pregnant
Well, here we are... Getting into the second trimester... Things have been rough and not fun. I am not a magical pregnant unicorn. Please see attached picture to confirm this as babies have sucked my hair oils away and deposited them into my pimply face! As for my general well being... Everyday is different but finally the pills have got the nausea more or less under control. Still sick every morning but it kinda feels like cleansing since my body is now producing copious amount of nasal mucus and saliva. Nice right! And new these last few weeks are these midnight headaches which could be the pills OR could be the crappy winter weather that keeps blowing through even though it is mid April and my irises are trying to come up. Oh well, trying to keep taking tylenol to a minimum and just keep suffering through. Still having a hard time eating veggies and some meats but at least my vitamins are no longer spring boarding back out of my stomach. Eating well is still mostly reduced to just eating but I have finally started to gain weight, who knew I would ever be glad of putting weight on, ha! Also have a smallish tummy bump, still feels mostly like fat except you can't suck it in like you can with a budda belly. It is said you should be able to feel your uterus? Yeah right... However, despite all this I think I have be finally starting to feel pregnant and not just fat and sick. Well, at least some days.
Today we went baby store scouting to start a budget and get over the initial sticker shock of what having twins will cost... Really glad we didn't take that trip to Hawaii! Even so, we are holding off on buying anything or joining any classes or clubs until the next ultrasound. Maybe... Just maybe at the next one they'll find they made a mistake and there really is only one baby... Maybe right? But in case that doesn't happen I also think the twin idea is kind of starting to not completely freak me out. Very helpful that Matt is just ridiculously calm and excited, really helps me keep things in perspective.
As far as the babies go... Guess they are ok? Its horrible the guessing, because really there's no way to know if things are going as they should or not. Haven't had any signs that I should think things are NOT going well, but still ya just never really know. Oh dear, and I'm not even an anxious person. If things are as they should be this week the babies are about the size of a turnip, 5 inches or the length of your outstretched hand. Their eyes and ears are also now fully developed so its time to start singing show tunes in the car and get these babies on the right track! There are still no names but I got an app, went through 8000 names, and have it narrowed down to 40, a mix of both boy and girl. Still not sure if I or Matt want to know the sex, but we still have a couple weeks until the next u/s. What do you guys think? Anyway, I'll try to update at least weekly and send you anything else if exciting things come up.
Today we went baby store scouting to start a budget and get over the initial sticker shock of what having twins will cost... Really glad we didn't take that trip to Hawaii! Even so, we are holding off on buying anything or joining any classes or clubs until the next ultrasound. Maybe... Just maybe at the next one they'll find they made a mistake and there really is only one baby... Maybe right? But in case that doesn't happen I also think the twin idea is kind of starting to not completely freak me out. Very helpful that Matt is just ridiculously calm and excited, really helps me keep things in perspective.
As far as the babies go... Guess they are ok? Its horrible the guessing, because really there's no way to know if things are going as they should or not. Haven't had any signs that I should think things are NOT going well, but still ya just never really know. Oh dear, and I'm not even an anxious person. If things are as they should be this week the babies are about the size of a turnip, 5 inches or the length of your outstretched hand. Their eyes and ears are also now fully developed so its time to start singing show tunes in the car and get these babies on the right track! There are still no names but I got an app, went through 8000 names, and have it narrowed down to 40, a mix of both boy and girl. Still not sure if I or Matt want to know the sex, but we still have a couple weeks until the next u/s. What do you guys think? Anyway, I'll try to update at least weekly and send you anything else if exciting things come up.
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